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Female, early twenties... I think. I feel old, very old. Older than most, in an odd, self-centered sort of way.
I treat everyone as a friend... without expecting the same in return, and even if that person betrayed me: It tends not to matter when you've been betrayed as much as I have; you understand people do the wrong things for reasons they consider to be good. And since what matters the most is what's in one's heart... that's when getting hurt stops being important of meaningful, I s'pose. Why am I telling you this? well I guess I'm hoping that if you're getting hurt by someone, I'm hoping to give you a verbal hand.
As a kid, I was bullied at school. Really bullied. As in, 2 punches a day, not counting verbal abuse and hate mail. Was quite the know-it-all, but I don't think I deserved that; no kid does. That's why I'm telling you about it: nowadays, most people talk about how bad it is to bully someone, but they haven't yet figured out that bullying is not an invention of the 21st century; and only those who had to face it can relate to it_ nor should they hide it. if someone's bullying you, know it's not your fault: sounds simplistic, but that's more than anyone told me: the responsibility for hurt and violence lies with those who perpetrate it, so don't be afraid to stand up for yourself. *huggle*
As you grow, you learn that it doesn't matter; that the things a mob did to you were done because it was a mob, and not a group of people. Big big difference. The individuals who make up the mob don't realise how ugly their behaviour is, how much it hurts someone else. In the end, they were just hurt kids who were scared of being rejected; so they rejected me instead. Meh.
Now that I told you about this laaaarge, hurtful subject, well... the rest.
I'm a uni student in Paris, and I love to read. I like just about any kind of music, and I have quite a hyperactive imagination. I wish I could paint or draw some of the things I can see in my mind's eye.
There's nothing nicer than feeling the wind beat my face when I'm in a zodiac, flying over the sea... or on a pair of skates in the ice rink, flying like the wind: magical feeling. Aside from which, I'm scared, terrified of heights, and falling. Hehehe.
I love the sea, truly, I do. I considered changing my plaza name to Uineniel at some point. But in the end, Lanthir Lamath, Waterfall of the Echoing Voices, does just as well... although, originally, I picked it because Elwing was my name on a Harry Potter website... but Elwing was already taken on plaza (that's where ye all snicker, I can hear it!!). Malaunje is a name in a book I read: the name of a "half breed", which is isolated as "alien"...but doesn't have the powers of a fully blooded creature; I picked it because I seem to inspire an...odd sort of wariness to most people, don't ask me why I do, I just...do.
Otherwise, well, ask me anything you like. Open to enquiry.

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